Without realising, time have passes by too fast. Too fast that I didn't realise that you will no longer within my reach for me to talk to or meet whenever i needed and wanted.
You are my first friend.
You are my bestfriend.
You are my financial controller.
You are my counselor.
You are my shoulder to cry on.
Is it possible to find another person with all that trait? Probably not in this lifetime.
I am trying as much to minimise communications and interactions with you. It is so that when we apart, I don't feel too much sadness and don't feel much of a changes in life.
I am being so selfish. I know! I don't want you to go anywhere. But life is ever changing. It is never the same everytime. Changes is part of life!
Letting go is not easy. But I have to. I want you to lead a happy life the way you want it to be.
You are worth all the greatness and happiness the universe have to offer. I hope the person who took you away from me (your future husband) will treat you right and hold your hand to Jannah. Insyallah. Amin.