First birthday without mother by my side to celebrate it with me. Her journey on earth have ended and mine will be soon. May mother rest in peace there with all the wonderful and awesome angels taking care of her there.
Every single ticking second passes by reminds me that's the sound of my life fading away. My timeline is coming to an end soon. How will it end, only Allah knows best. I'm just here to walk the journey with gratefulness and acceptance with what is and what will be.
There's nothing in this world that matters most than my family. Other people is just an extension of my happiness. Their existence don't really matter. If there is someone who decided to stay in this lifeline of mine walking together on it with me, I'll welcome him/her with warm welcome. But if there isn't any, it's alright. I'm fine.
The core of happiness and contentment is deep within me not out there. I'm happy with me till the end of time and there's no one out there can change that ever for me.
This year my sister gave me one of the best gift that I ever have after so long. We went to Phuket, Thailand to celebrate my birthday.
No birthday cakes.
No blowing candles.
No party.
Just a trip with my father and sister to the land of smile. I am so grateful to have them still in my life. Alhamdulillah!
There's no words that can describe how grateful i am to have these 2 human being in my life. They are well selected by Allah specially for me.
Phuket is the only place that I went and didn't shop much. There's literally nothing that I feel i truly needed or wanted. I already have what I needed.
Land of smile! Thank you for opening my eyes letting me see and feel in every vein of me that I'm complete with what I have.
The beautiful beaches and island that I've visited there when we went for island hopping.
Subhanallah it was the most beautiful sight that I've ever seen in my entire life. The beaches that I've visited was really beautiful. One of my favourite was Phi Phi Island.
Something really embarrassing and interesting happened at Phi Phi Island. When I tried to get down the boat, I ripped my pants. It was so big i'm sure it's visible for all to see. I tried to pull my shirt as much down as I could. But I couldn't help it.
Nevertheless, I did enjoy my time in that island. Had a good 40 minutes swim there. Then we went to few other islands.
Possibly because people couldn't resist the cuteness of the monkeys there. Some people gave them apples and oranges and other fruits. I didn't get out of the boat because my sister and dad didn't want to get down. I don't want to get down alone.
I love the beach for the fact that it's filled with cute monkeys. I love monkeys alot but because my sister was afraid of them, I too didn't get down from the boat.
Hmmm.....maybe next time when I go there again alone by myself or with someone who would want to get down to that beach and take pictures with those cute monkeys.
They make me being a Muslim so delighted. At the very least I've step foot on an island where I know a million percent that it's all halal and everyone is following the rules of Islam well. Prohibiting by fine is one of the most effective ways to stop everything that's haram.
If only I have the picture to share it on here. But I don't have it. I was enjoying the atmosphere that much that I forgotten to take some pictures for memory. Maybe next time. If there's a next time given to me.
For now I'll just put up a picture of an island that I really love.
Phi Phi Island!
All I can think of is the beautiful island is already being destroyed by human hands. Commercialised it till all the marine life is dead.
I hope one day by some miracles, it'll come back to life.