Love, anger, laughter and other emotions we've sail through together.
I bet you must be thinking I'm talking about a lover. Absolutely not.
I'm talking about a person that can never ever be replace by any human on earth. Can never be found anywhere.
MOM
One irreplaceable unique soul.
One unique smile that always happy for my happiness.
One unique heart that always forgives.
One unique mind that always have a huge space for me in it.
Many drops of tears that have rolled down her cheeks whenever she sees me in trouble or sad.
She's one of a kind. The only one human that i've met with those characteristics.
Her presence by itself is a blessings that I've taken for granted for years. Her presence that once upon a time means nothing to me.
Her presence that always looking over my well being.
Her presence that i've ignored with all the arrogance in me.
Now i'm yearning for her warmth near me.
I'm missing her so terribly.
I'm screaming and pleading inside me to be able to see her.
But all those are just voices in my mind and heart. She's no longer around for me to hug, hold and love. I can only love her with my prayers from far.
The only best thing I can give her now is do'a (prayer). A do'a that only Allah, mom and me can hear.
MOM
May you are gifted by Allah the best Jannah that He have ever created.
May your grave is bright, wide, filled with wonderful fragrance like Jannatul Firdaus.
May Allah send the angels to accompany you there and never be alone.
May Rasulullah choose you and gift you syafa'at.
May Allah make it easy for you to enter Jannah.
May you be the Queen to all the Hoorul'in in Jannah.
Amin Ya Rab.....
I truly do miss you a lot. May Allah take care of you in the hereafter. Thank you Allah for being so merciful to us. You are the best.