I know I have!
And that happens yesterday, 27 October 2015.
It hurts!
There's so many things that hurts my feelings that are better left unsaid while I'm working here. It's not because I'm afraid to say it back or I shall say correct the person who's saying it. It's just that I'm speechless due to the appalling behavior that is showed indicating immaturity of that human.
Words can easily fly out of our mouth and satisfy us at that very moment. But the impact that is put upon the other person is such a big deal.
Talking about being hurt in silence....
Emotionally and mentally abused in silence....
Hmmm.......
At that moment when I was feeling hurt, I just have to show case a smile on my face. Not because I'm a hypocrite. But just because I want to be a better person and not retaliate and be of no better than the human who hurt my feelings.
I won't mention her name here because...
1. I do not want to embarrass and tarnish her name as everyone sees her
as a very bubbly person.
2. I would prefer to be able to read back this write up of mine and not
be reminded of who the person is but just to be able to read back how
my life experiences was and see how my life is at present, my
achievements and attainment of soul enlightenment that I have at
present moment.
3. I want to be able to say at least hi and smile to that person
(I'm suffering from short term memory). So being a short term memory
patient is a good thing for me. At least I can move on and not feel so
much hurt in my heart. My heart will feel lighter and without knowing,
I'll be floating on air and achieve the unthinkable.
Anything Is Possible!
Thank you to the University of Life and of course Allah for this awesome life experience.
I'm a risk taker! Like what Suria Mohd always says she just need to make the first jump and an invisible net will appear to catch her.
Unlearn to relearn.
It's ok!
I shall make a lemonade out of this sour experiences.
I'm so blessed!
Thank you Allah!