Everything is there for us no matter what. Sometimes we feel so entitled that when those are not there, we becomes mad and start to fall into depression.
How many of you out there woke up in the morning and says, thank you I can breathe again. When we see our love ones, we says to our heart, thank you for allowing these wonderful people exist in my life.
Gratefulness.
It is something so simple but yet often forgotten. We often complains of even the little things in life. Never be grateful of what is gifted to us.
Yes! You heard it right.
Gifted!
Actually that's the right term for all of us to use. Everything in our life is a gift from our creator. Doesn't matter whatever name you what to give to HIM. We can achieve nothing with the mercy of our creator. Allah.
Allah = God
Sometimes we slipped in life an we are given chance to go ahead and make amendments to it and move on. Sometimes it takes dying to realise our mistakes and also the wonderful people that exist in our life.
For me, my mom's 'last ride' really opens my 'eyes' of how much I've not been grateful and my lack of empathy towards other human.
Subhanallah.
Thank you Allah for giving me this opportunity to clean up my act. Thank you for everything and everyone that you have gifted to me throughout my life. You have yet to permit me to be a wife or a mother to another human of your creation. If I have to live this way till the last breath of mine, please make it easy for me to go through it and make my heart enough just having You in it.
I wonder what's my mom doing right now? How is her condition now? Allah knows best. I hope Allah make it easy for her there.
Mom.....
Thank you for the strength, love for me. Never giving up on me no matter what. Sometimes your words are rather harsh for ones ears but I know you meant well.
Mom.....
Even if I were to gather wealth from the whole universe, it will never be able to pay a drop of milk that you've feed me to make sure that I'll never be hungry. The shelter that you have put above my head that I'll never be able to repay you either.
Mom.....
I'm sorry to have cause you distress during my younger days. I was just a really rebellious child.
Mom.....
You are chosen by Allah to be my mother for the rest of eternity. Allah never makes mistakes choosing you as my mother. You are exactly who you are supposed to be. MY MOTHER. If Allah says so, there's no one in this world can ever say otherwise.
Mom.....
I can't wait to see you soon. I hope we can meet again. Only time will tell when will that reunion be. Till then I hope you are well taken care off there.
Love you lots. Now and forever.