Every single second is an excruciating pain for me to go through but I have to put up a facade that I'm loving every moment I am walking through in that school. Trust me I love kids. God knows I do love them a lot with all my heart and I will never do anything to hurt them in any way. But the adults that's around me is really making me go insane. Driving me into the land of fatigue and mild depression. I can't sleep at night much because my body is all in excruciating pain. No one will understand the things I'm going through because they aren't me.
If I can tell teachers, please don't work in this school I would. I've seen so many teachers and even principal come in and out of the school. Some really just left without serving notice. If I'm the only person who behave like that then it's me with issues. But it's the whole entire school behaved that way. Every single teacher that the management claimed was good and follow the school policy have left them and no where to be seen. Then it must be the environment is really toxic as how I'm experiencing now.
I'll stop my rant for now as I'm experiencing back pain. I'll come back soon to pen down more of my life journey. Till next time 💕