I've been working with a manipulator for 2 years and i felt dead inside me everytime I have to liase with that person. But then it's ok. What's give, will be received 10x back.
From today forward, I promise to live my life in a way I should have always been but never did.
I'm grateful for the experiences that I've gone through in the past that makes me a better version of me.
Alhamdulillah for that.
For the past 2 days my sister and I have been on a midnight movies. Two days in a row midnight movies. I'm happy spending time with her. This probably is the last time I will be spending this kind of moments with her as she's going to be having a new responsibility in her life....being a wife.
I hope her well walking the new upcoming path that she's going to walk on to go on with her life journey.
We will be writing less memories together. But she'll always be in my mind and heart. I'll always be there for her whenever she needed.
As for me, I don't think I will ever get married. I want to write my first self help book by the age of 40. I will achieve that I know. How I'm gonna achieve it, it will be up to Allah how he's going to bless me with my request.
I believe everything is written and it's there for us. We just need to figure out where it is and how we will get it.
I am sending my request to Allah right now to have more soul enlightening people to be send to my life now and in the future.
I'm grateful and thankful to my past and I'm ready to welcome what's written in my future with open heart, a big smile and 100% trust that what shall be put upon my path will be what exactly that I'm needed and I shall walk through it with my head held high.
Doesn't matter if that experience is going to bring sadness in me or happiness in me. I shall walk through it with gratefulness and a big fat smile on my face.
Aisha Sofia.....I LOVE YOU....sooooo much.