Thank you Allah for giving me this special gift to me....MY HEART!
Once again yesterday, 3 December 2015, Wednesday, you have whispered to my heart the whispers of truth.
Thank you for guiding me to the right answers. I really need that.
In reality no one really bother to tell you the whole truth. They just tell you whatever they think that will benefit them in return.
I met a guy yesterday. He was really nice....sweet looking.....polite to me. He have a really nice dimples on both of his cheeks. Cute right.
There's a mystery behind that cute face.
I'm not so much a fan of lies. I do mind about it. But I won't be upset about it. Just disappointed being lied on.
When I met him, my heart keep saying that there's something that he's not telling. But then I just kept quiet as I don't like to accuse people of anything.
I felt that he is in search of something....I don't know exactly what he is searching for in life.
So, after we had our lunch, he wants to go home as he said that he have to start to study. But I wasn't believing it. Nevertheless, I just agreed to it.
As I was leaving him, I hear whispers in my heart that he's married and have children. I tried to brush it away because I need to give a benefit of doubt to other human right.
But I was wrong!
The whispers in my heart becomes louder as time goes by. I tried to sleep. But as soon as I woke up, I start hearing it again.
I told myself that I need to listen to my heart.
So when about 1.35am, he msg me on wechat. Asking me what am I doing and what not.
I just asked him casually if he's married and does he have any children.
He takes such a long time to reply my questions. He then asked me why did I suddenly asked him these kind of questions as he have answered the same questions earlier.
I told him to just answer me once again. Giving him the reason that I have short term memory and said that it's nothing wrong in asking and he repeating the answers.
So eventually, he did replied and said that he wanted to confess to me when we had our lunch but never did because he don't have the heart to do so.
He admitted to have divorce once and married again....and still is married now and have a daughter.
I immediately say ALLAHU AKHBAR!!!!!
I then suddenly smile and say, " THANK YOU YA ALLAH!!!! You are the best planner and heart whisperer."
That's the exact thing that was whispered to my heart.
He couldn't believe me. He then accused me of being associated with the Jins
Let's have a good laugh together...hehehehehe!!!!!
He don't know the power of the heart and the power of believing of being getting goodness in different fold of being kind towards other human.
I'm so blessed to have you Ya Allah!
Thank you for making me a believer.
Thank you for making my heart a HQ that I can go to seek for truth.
Ya Allah...
Protect me from deceiving human. Deliver me from jahil to enlightenment.
I love you Allah.